I would say that I felt dissapointed by really close people and became closer with others. But the dissapointment was also from me at me as well.
I am sorry to hear that. People sometimes disappoint us and there's nothing we can do about it. Just move on and forgive or forget them.
Thanks for your lovely drawings!
No spitefulnes and no revenge of course...I never meant to embrace my pride or ego at those times, I just failed with having expectations that people that I feel close would do the same.
In a sea of Narcissists i you are basically alone.