Being a Leader
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Always wanting to be better
I wouldn't call myself a good leader. I personally feel that I'm far from it as I look from a distance of my other peers and people who I have come across over the years who were 'good leaders' in my eyes. I've never known how much weight the role of being a leader is until I've tasted a little of it. I can say that it is quite often a pretty 'thankless role' to begin with. I can understand now a little bit of how my previous leaders have felt when certain situations and conflicts are budding. How they had to go out their way just to hear people's rants, unfair judgments and these all can be quite VERY cruel. How late nights can be long and even family time was neglected. But he/she kept her calm.
Deep down sobbing, wiping the tears away and moving on quickly to continue shouldering the burden of the team. Trying to listen and understand each concern and devising the best way for results and the welfare of the whole team.
Even though I have pockets in my own life of being a leader, I have definitely made many mistakes as one. If I were to tell you some of them, you would probably go like 'wow zord! I can't believe you're like that'. Come to think of it, I've failed at some point in time as a leader, whether in church, building my community here on hive, at my workplace or even short term leadership roles I've taken apart of. And yes, the world is quick to judge when things don't go their way.
But because of this, I've recently only started to shift myself to stop expecting appreciation and rewards for doing something right or more. I've started to realized that being a leader is quite often a thankless role.
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I'm still pretty much a newbie leader and I've much to learn. This definitely isn't an overnight thing but a lifetime. I feel that the only way to understand a leader is definitely to be one. But then again, not everyone wants to or can actually do it. So I applaud and have a new admiration for the good leaders I've met in this little journey called life because you guys are courageous, risk-takers and when no one is there for you, you were always there for everyone.
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Please go to steem-engine.com.It is definitely an ungrateful role because you work with people and we are all so different that pleasing everyone is not possible, which always leaves a trace of resentment, of small or great discomfort. Anyway, if you have the courage to endure the path of guiding others to understand their role within the space of interaction, you gain wisdom, self-respect, integrity and other values worthy of being projected as a human being in service to others.