The deepest part of my heart... The truth.. I hope there's still hope for me..

I have loved, I've been nice I've cared, I've given my heart out, but it seems people of the earth realm rejects the good, caring and true one. So I've finally made up my mind, I'm done being the good guy. I'm done being the guy that's ready to sacrifice all for love, I'm done being the guy who's ready to give his life for love.

I know love is out there, when I look at my parents, it reminds me that true love is out there, but till it finds me, I'm out of that shit. Just the other day I thought I had this connection with this girl, we were so close, it was like we were going out, only unofficially, just for her to put another guys picture on her dp saying she loves him a lot and wishing him a happy valentine. What about me, what about the bond we have, was it worth nothing, what hurts most in this life is loving someone with everything only to get back stabbed

On that note, I give up. To my future love, to the one, I won't make it easy for you, I won't make it easy to love me, in fact it would be he'll, and you would want to leave me, well don't, I need to be reminded how it feels to love and be loved. It's not that I'm incapable of loving, it's just that love has been hidden in the deepest part of my soul..

I hope there's still hope for me
I hope there's still hope for me

I know you're the hope for me.