In my head
We cant change the past, that is a fact.
We cant control what other people think or do.
What we can control, is the energy we put into the universe, the kind of karma we attract and the state of mind we are in on a day to day basis.
I have recently been presented with a choice, a difficult one, a toggle of my head and heart, a tug of war with emotions and sensibility, one i have spent days weighing up pros and cons of, have run through the what-if and maybes, have over though and under slept.
They say if you love something let it go and if it comes back its meant to be, but how does one know if its coming back for the right reasons and what if they not? How what if it isn't? How would i know? What if he is, would i keep convincing myself of the opposite?
Tug, tug, tug.
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BrokenChain
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NICE POST.
@rabeyaislambithi, thank you so much for reading and enjoying my posts. Watch this space for more. I will upvote your posts in return. Happy Humpday :) x
Is that person still the same as they were when they left? Did something happen to make them change? Were you deliriously happy with them before? Who chose to make the break the last time? Have you honestly forgiven this person for whatever made you angry? You could answer all of these and still not be sure. I don't envy you your choice.
I dont know these answers yet as they have to be in my presence since departing. Of Course they say they have changed and that losing me was some form of an epiphany for them. The classical, " you don't know what you had until its gone" The break was an inevitable one considering the circumstances at the time, it came from both sides. I was happy before, i haven't forgiven yet as i feel the person who lost trust and respect needs to earn it back. I have answered them and am still not sure but time will tell , as it has always done.