December Came With The Nerves
This morning I woke up really anxious because it's the beginning of the end of the year. Still no 9-5 job, still no business and my only source of income, writing on hive and fiverr gigs have not been so favorable the last few weeks.
It's that time of the year where it hits me big time that I'm not where I know I ought to be financially and otherwise. It can be nerve racking but surprisingly the feeling left almost immediately as it came.
I told myself some weeks back that I'm only going to be optimistic and no whining. Good things come to me when I think of them and I'm not going to jinx that with any negative feeling. There's the 11th hour miracle I hope for, it's not too late for a big surprise and if it doesn't come, I'm good either way. In the midst of all the fear and uncertainty, I'm a happy person still and I'm grateful for that.
It's another 30 days to be productive, learn as much as I can, spend time with the ones I love and make the most of it. I can smell Christmas in the air this morning, it smells like Nigerian jollof rice and coleslaw with some tasty fried chicken. I also can't wait to watch old Christmas movies on cable and complain about how they keep repeating the same movies every year.
Season's greetings!
Hello friend, sometimes things do not go as we want but that does not mean that it is so forever, everything happens, nothing lasts a lifetime, surely better times will come and your economic stability will be a fact! Greetings!
Thanks for your kind words, I believe it will get better