Why I Quit My Job

       I've been working for an Outpatient Facility doing MRI's and X-rays for the past 14 months. The Job was very stressful in the beginning when I was in training. My ability to deal with stress is not great. I am Bipolar and I have stress induced anxiety and depression. I decided to see a Doctor to treat my disorders so I can progress in this field while dealing with the high stress levels associated with MRI.  So fast forward a few months into this career, and things were stressful at times but I was able to deal with it for awhile. The stress and anxiety started to build up due to the fact that multiple times in a week I would be unable to take a lunch break , due to having a busy schedule and patients showing up late for their appointments. I was also covering two modalities three days out of the week, doing MRI and X-ray. 14 months later and over 100 work  days with no lunches I hit a breaking point. I worked all day like usual with no lunch or breaks and I couldn't take it anymore. I quit my job the very next day. 

I feel more stressed out and depressed now though, I have some money saved up so I have a few months to figure things out. I don't think I could ever work in the MRI field again. I need something slower paced and less stressful. I need time to recoup from all that stress and try to lift my self up again because I feel like a failure and pretty worthless right about now. I don't know what I can do for a living to make it in this world. I am struggling to find meaning in life. I don't want to do a job just for the sake of making money. I want to do it because I have passion for it. I am on the journey to find passion in life. 

   Let me know if you have had a similar experience. How did you deal with it, and did you find passion?