God

I wish I could draw well, I'd paint a picture of what I think he looks like.

I was raised Baptist as a kid, fire and brimstone sort of shit but Jesus loved me, that I knew. I turned self professed atheist when I hit youtube at 13 years old and saw Richard Dawkins and Sam Harris blowing holes in God. Then I saw Loose Change and Alex Jones and it all went to the toilet.

Over time, I have begun to feel God at different intervals, always after ingestion of a certain chemical. I don't know much about him, he probably isn't written about in a book somewhere. I think its a male, but I'm not sure.

I call him "Dank God" and my views around him are developing. This God is everything the run of the mill God isn't. He's warm, and he cares about me and probably all of us. He doesn't talk much or give divine revelation. He just shows up, I feel his presence and he hangs out with me while I'm dizzed on some strange molecules.

I never feel him around when sober or on other chems, but he is there. Its hard to take him seriously when sober or believe he's real. But 50% of the time, I take the shit, and an hour or two later I will randomly be in His presence.

His aura reminds me of the Stereo type of Christ.

"He gave it all, all to him I owe. Sin hath left a crimson stain, he washed it white as snow."