Following Inspiration....to sit on your ass.

I can’t explain what it is that draws me to steemit for countless hours some days and then disappearing off the face of the earth some other days. I just do what inspires me at any moment, or at least I aspire to. I once thought the sudden curbs in my otherwise consistent desire to be active in this community had to do with the comings and goings of payout or engagement. It turns out it does not. I am satisfied with the upvotes and comments I get, its all rather consistent now and I love that. I thought it may have to do with drama and issues on the platform or in my life, but it most definitely does not because there are no problems that I am aware of.

Some days you just want to watch a few movies until three days have past. A think a big part of this inexplicable urge to watch movies comes from the whole healing process, it keeps me from sitting it a chair for hours typing. It’s also kind of refreshing reconnect with the world because I have absolutely no idea what’s going on with pop culture, aside from Westworld, Mr. Robot and Game of Thrones, I don’t watch anything anymore. The good thing about barely watching any films for eight years (aside from being free of distractions) is that there is a lot to choose from when you finally come back to the screen. There was a fun sci-fi film about a group of friends having a house party who find themselves moving between realities and trying to figure out what’s going on, then getting all mixed up and lost in parallel realities. That was probably the better ones I saw so far. Also checking out Silicon Valley since it’s crypto related.

Part of me may just be craving a “paid vacation”. I worked so hard for months on end to reach people and become more self sufficient on steemit and now that it’s finally seemed to reach a level that I’m happy with, I kind of just want to enjoy writing stuff, and need a break from being so ultra involved in everything and trying to balance my time between so many people and projects all the time. I still love adding to the community so I will be back to being involved soon, and probably sooner rather than later as part of the @sndbox summer camp project which I’m part of.

I’ll try to get back into the game in the next 24 hours. Until then I’ll be waiting for my voting power to charge up while watching another film or two.

If anyone has a good film recommendation please let me know, I like pretty basic dramas that aren’t too depressing or cheesy but are trying to say something without hand feeding you, or something strange without trying so hard. Artsy but not pretentious would be a good way to describe what I like.