"Solitary Love"

veejay2312 (51)in #poetry • 8 years ago

For all the people who are loving someone-- on his own
For the people who are getting hurt despite not having the relationship
For all those who fell in love and hoped for something.
For all those who are left at loss with the words "I like you"

It hurts, doesn't it?
You are loving someone who loves somebody else
Someone who belongs to someone else
Someone who never treasure you
Someone who you prioritize and worry about but left you anyways.

Time passed by
But it never changed the fact that you were never given a chance with her
It feels likes yesterday when you first met
The first hello and greetings
One time she initiated to talk to you and you blushed right away
Your eyes filled with enthusiasm
As if she is the only one you can see.

It feels like yesterday
When your phone kept beeping
Her message continuously coming in every second
As if both of you are so thrilled for each other
Like both of you can't exist without the other.

But time passes so fast
Yesterday is now finish
Now is a completely different story
The once before YOU is now HIM
The once before YOU and HER are now only THEM.

"It's over"
Your smiles cause by her are now gone
Her sweet messages have now vanished.

Everything is now clear

It was hard to understand at first but I had to grasp it
Maybe in the very beginning, she never really likes you
That everything was just plain friendship
That you are the only one loving her.

What can I do?
It never occurred to me that it might have been just nothing from the beginning
That she was normally like that

Why does it have to be --
fell in love with her smile
fell in love with her replies
For each like she had in your Social Media Status
fell in love deeper for each word she spoke
In her worries about you
Asking you if you have eaten already
Her "Good Morning"s, "Good Night"s, and "Take Care"s
Especially if its topped with an Emoticon with heart eyes
Her words left a mark in your mind
In the simplest greetings, she had for you.

You were hopeful
You assumed that what she is showing you is true
You assumed that both of you had the same feelings
Why does it feel like you formed the wrong kind of feelings in me?

One-sided love
You love someone who loves someone else
You waited for her, but she was waiting for someone else
You gave her your time, but she gave her time to someone else.

One-Sided Love
You wished she loved you back
or even just liked you a little
But it never happened
She liked him
She loved him.
And you? You are the fool who assumed and hoped
because of her messages that might've been sent as "Send to Many"
Which you assumingly believed is her way of saying she loves.

One-Sided Love
It may be unfair to others
But there is nothing you can do, you just love her.
If you love someone, you love without hesitation
Even if she loves someone else, nothing will change, right?
You will continuously love her no matter how painful it is.
Loving her even though you look like a fool already

Just stop thinking that she will return the love you gave her.
If you love her, let her be happy.
But if can't take it anymore, all you have to do is let go.

One-Sided Love.
You felt euphoric with her
Even though you were not sure if she was sincere

One-Sided love
You loved someone who loves someone else
It's painful. It's difficult. It's awful.
You pretended to be fine to show her that you are happy.
You held the pain just to see her happy.