Happy New Year Steemians!

I wish u guys the best in 2019. Steemit community is amazing and I'm really happy I can be there. My life in 2019 sucked the same as in previous years, however it was still very important year for me because I joined steemit in June 2018

Facts About Me

Why I want to write something about myself?
I think end of the year is a great chance to tell people something about me so I can try to change my life in 2019

• I'm 23 years old
• First time I was drunk was at the age 21
• I never had girlfriend
• My pc suck dick, I can't run half games
• I was going to the gym for 5 years, however in October 2018 I lost motivation and I stopped
• I'm scared to go out of home. I feel bad in places with people. I rather to spend time alone.
• I have depression for already 7 years
• I hate myself for a number of reasons, including low height, weak hair, the past I ruined etc
• I started to make a driving license but at the end I quit
• I did a personal trainer course but I did not get a certificate because I gained weight and was afraid to come pick it up
• I have no $ at all. I'm too lazy to go to the job
• I was drinking alcohol for over 2 months everyday
• I'm not happy in my life, sometimes I feel that I have no emotions

Plans for New Year

• I want to go back to the gym and cut some fat
• I want to buy new PC
• I want to fight my depression and start to go out of home more often
• I want to find girlfriend
• I want to work harder on steemit and as a @vimm curator
• I want to stop drinking alcohol
• I want to improve my appearance (hair quality etc)
• I want to work on getting emotions and be happy
  The first step towards future will be me going out from home to friends to spend New Year Eve and yea its my first time going out of home at New Year. Last years I spend sitting in home and playing games.

Cya guys in 2019! :)