Circle of friends

I've been in tears for four days by criticism, disrespect and being punched in the face with words that hurt with every heartbeat. People don't hesitate to spit out what's on their tongue but when I do they turn their backs. It's like talking to brick wall.i don't see anybody. My circle is getting smaller. Feelings what are those? Don't worry about hurting mine nobody else does. I feel like I'm the living dead and things are getting darker. Sometimes I only see in black n white. Am I different from the rest from depression?

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