Pray For Me
Good afternoon sir,
To be honest, about your everyday situation, I really want to ask. But my curiosity only reached the limit of imagination
Because my courage is not as much as planned
Shit .. Maybe that's the right word for me now.
It's been a long time since we met,
Sorry, if I still remember the old story you may have forgotten
But that's what it felt in the chest
Your presence, our memories, and the happiness that has ever been created,
Everything is still ringing in the head
I have to admit, your shadow never disappears.
I want to say longing, but I'm ashamed
There are many differences that are now the distance between you and me.
We, no longer like before
I admit it.
Although often I try to dismiss the taste,
Trying to bury in about the remaining cuts,
Also again struggling to live life like before you exist,
But I always feel like I'm failing to do it.
Maybe yes, your presence has been too long, so it will not easily disappear,
Maybe yes, I'm not used to it yet,
Maybe yes, I still have to wait for time,
Maybe yes, I still can not mengihlaskan sense,
Maybe yes, I should not be quick to despair,
Maybe yes, everything will be beautiful in time.
Sir,
If separation is a decision,
If maintaining distance is a necessity, and
If silence is an option,
I will try to accept it, though it is not what I expected
Pray for me,
So I can be as strong as you
Who can make a decision,
Be prepared for reality,
Who is able to live life,
Which also still can give a smile
Though I never know what you really feel
But hopefully this is the best way God gives
Pray for me,
To be patient, to illustrate, to accept the circumstances, and to find happiness.
From me, for you sir
My prayer will never be extinguished
Hopefully later, we are reunited at the end of waiting
Best regards @tunjex12