REGRETS

I wasn't ready to love, I wasn't ready to be loved either

Even then I knew your worth, but what's a diamond in the hand of a boy that still plays in the sand. I wasn't able to harness your powress, let you waste away till you had your fill and left. I've always known you were the one for me, you still are. Everything was perfect but the timing.
A youth finding life's way, I have lost it too many times, I couldn't handle the pressure, I couldn't stand being the one, being your only one.
Late night romantic dates and dances, staying steadily at your Beck and call, being the rock till you cling onto while fleeing from the raging waves, all this seemed too much for me. I had too many dreams to chase, too little time. I didn't realize you're were 'the dream'.

It's sad it took your leaving for me to realize all I've been chasing the wrong things all my life, everything without you is nothing.