DIARIES OF A SPROUTING WHELP

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I love my girl to the moon and back, she moves me and such a girl is hard to come by.
I found meaning after she came into my life, I wake up everyday now with a purpose. Watching her do her thing is my favourite thing to do, the grace with which she moves her body, her hands, the smile on her face when she accomplishes a task, man it's to die for! I stare at her everytime and wonder how I got so lucky, it's nothing of my own doing that we are together; she's way too good for me and I'm not talking looks, she's a bombshell and I'm not bad myself but she is heavenly, a pure angel - a divine being and I'm just me.

As perfect as everything might seem the male gene in me kicks in and I begin think like a fool. My testosterone steering me off the path to greatness. I love her and want her for myself but I'm just not ready to settle, not that I want to explore other women but in simple words I just want to remain a "G" for a little longer.

In J.cole's words i don't want to let her down but I'm too young for the settle down.

You know how it is with females, especially when they are yours alot of things begin to matter, things that makes no sense but It's not that she bothers me or pin my back to a wall with expectations that she wants me to meet up to or some other bullshit reason - NO! It's just me who's an ass.

In my defense I'd say it's for her own good, she has to learn to let me be the man who is worthy of her, a man on whose arm she'll fit perfectly and will provide all the comfort she'll ever need. What's a diamond on the nose of a pig, I don't want to be regarded as a pig. I want to be a man, her man. Right now I'm just a boy.