ULOG 011 : LIFE

You? Yes, how you value your life? How you take care of it? How you monitor your health? Our life is valuable. It is the most precious we have here on earth. The reason why we can think, move, can do all we want. Some scheduled for monthly check ups. Some applies healthy lifestyle. We all of us value it. Value every single day we woke up. Give thanks.

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My Ulog #11 entitled LIFE because I ask myself a million times and bothered in my thoughts why some people easy to waste their lives. We are not alone in this world. Our family give value of our life since were in the womb of our mother until we came out. They let us enjoy and witness the beauty of life and its existence. Why? They end up suicide. They end up hopeless. Why our society act like this. I can’t imagine that I have 2 cousins died because they think it’s the only solution of everything.

One died last year, she commit suicide hanging on the abandon Comfort room of our aunt house. Yes before that happen she looks so happy, bonding with her classmates and cousins, even attend town fiesta. All of a sudden she did it. That all of us get shock. Why she commit suicide? Yes it validates that she had a conflict with her boyfriend. With all the pain and heartache she felt she choose to kill herself.

I receive a call this morning that my cousin died because he commit suicide. He hanged himself on a baungon fruit. No one can answer why he did it even his mother and family members. When I heard it I can’t move that I can’t even utter a word. Our grandparents says it’s a curse. Do you believe in curse? How to fight to cut the chain.

Why I shared it to you because myself witness a person ready to hang and end the precious life. That all my strength losses upon seeing it and I can’t speak, I didn’t notice my tears fall down. My body is shaking and I almost collapse but I fight for it, then in a hurry to stop the person and embrace all I can.

I can hardly weigh things whether right or wrong. The hardest part which I can’t imagine WHY? Who influences them? What happens? All the questions still remain until now. You my co- steemians how you can handle any situations, downfalls, conflicts and fight? You’ll be thinking for a resolution? Or you just end it today and be closeminded? I’m afraid I’ll be having depression.

Embrace the positive vibes always. God Bless.