Hope, thank you for sharing this. I recently went through something similar, so it resonates. I feel my heart is forever "a clown", a fool... despite what my head knows, I fear it binds me, frozen to move forward. I doubt my instincts about everything. This is common in this situation, time will heal. In the meanwhile, you are creating an amazing thing with your business...that is where I hope to regain my center, pouring my creativity & focus into something I love. Plus I will be getting a new dog soon...they are great cuddlers & dont talk back..LOL. It is true, when one door closes, several more open. ;)