#Ulog 7 :Death why, why now, why so soon.

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I am writing this with tears rolling down my eyes.
I am sad, hurt and crying why do this have to happen to me. Why me, why my grandpa.
Grandpa no you don’t have to leave me now, who will tell me old and sweet stories. O.M.G sweet memories.Why do this have to happen to me?

My grandpa have been very ill for a very long time now, he was diagnosed with kidney problem and we have spent almost all we have for his treatment.
My God I thought he was improving, I thought everything was going fine , only to get the sad news about this death this morning.my heart sank, I was gasping for air, I did not know what to do if I should cry or shout. I thought I was going crazy

This happened to me yesterday

I had a kitchen accident yesterday while hurrying to church was that a sign that I was going to hear a bad news today?
Why so soon grandpa why.
I miss you and I will miss you so much I can’t believe I am hearing this news please someone should wake me up because I think I am dreaming .
No I can’t loose you grandpa. Please don’t leave me.😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭.
Why do tears keep coming to my eyes, why do I have to hear such a bad news. God I have so many questions that I need answers to. I am left in the dark, my world is turning upside down.
“Sorrows May endure for the night but joy comes in the morning” my joy will you come tomorrow?
Words can’t describe how I am feeling right now.
It’s 11:50pm WAT and I still can’t believe this news.
I promised myself not to make a sad post on #ulog but I couldn’t help my self I am sorry guys I am heartbroken,I am having a heartache,I am in grief .

My God I promised you a new phone grandpa. I cannot believe you are gone grandpa seriously I still can’t believe it.
I will miss you grandpa chu-chu I love you so much.😢