Dying Inside...

tikatarot (60)Staff Sergeantin Account Booster 👍 • 2 years ago

I feel like I'm dying on the inside from every day that passes by
I'm living the dream but the I’m killing the dream
I need you here to keep on trying for me
It's 3 am and I still have the energy when I’m lying down…

It's more than just anxiety, it's depression from the inside
But I don't want to take anything because it'll change me for so long
And I know you're not happy with this body because it’s draining me even more…

I need to go back to being numb but my body might soon fail me
So I need you here to share the pain soon and further down
See the world more and going by without me
If only I can, I will never stop being there…

I'm living but I'm fading fast
You said you'd never leave my side but I’m really hoping this dream could stay
I never thought we'd take this ride and find that it was all a hopeful dream
You told me you keep this, like there was no other, but can't you see?

Watchwords:
That hopeful dream
Going by alone
Might fail some time
Will change me so long