Rant Session 1: The Quantum Conundrum
Hello my amazing fellow steemians. Wazzzzzappppppp.
Don’t mind my weird ass language in this post. In all honesty I’m delirious from sleep deprivation.
As I’m lounging on a random chair thrown about in my friend’s apartment building I decided while I’m waiting for her I might as well talk to you all!!! So basically for past couple of days I’ve been knee deep, ahem correction, head and body deep in this magnificent Bitch called quantum chemistry. I have a really big exam on Monday, 26th of February. It’s a very do or die situation. My whole future is at stake, and so I now live in the library. It has become my home.
Starting 9:30 in the morning and ending 10 at night. It’s not fun. There is also no such thing as acquired taste to this. I hate it more and more every day. My human interaction has dialed down to zero almost, I’m always tired, always scared and more often than not, angry.
Worst part of it all is that while quantum has the answer to so many of the unsolved mysteries in chemistry, without a strong mathematical and physics background it’s beyond challenging. Lately I’m beginning to feel like my life is hanging by a thread. As I was telling @sjennon, it feels like this only left thing thread that my life is hanging by feels like it’s made of freakin molten lava. It hurts, so damn bad. It’s like one of those things where you have to walk on glowing coal to get to the other side.
The other side, full of laughter and joy and sunshine. That’s where humans live, That’s where dreams come true. I want to go there. I want to sleep on my bed and actually sleep. I don’t want to get nightmares of failing anymore.
I believe I can flyyyyyyyyyyy...
I told you this earlier and I am telling you know - you can do this! You're a smart girl whom I am proud of and I dig (like big time).
You've been busting your ass off the past days and I really do believe you're giving it your all. Don't look at other people, look at yourself, your own work, how you are going to tackle this.
Some subjects are easier on other people than others, but don't get put off by that. I bet you absolutely rock at some subjects in which other people drown in.
Don't lose hope. You have time and a retake.
I love you!
This means alot to me. Thanks babe. I will try my best, I fee like it's going to be fine now. I love you too lady <3
Don’t be so hopeless, good time comes after struggle and hard work. Best of luck for your exam, and after your exam the amazing days is waiting for you to enjoy and to keep you with us. Its good to keep away from human interaction in exam day. So that you will concentrate on your studies and make your future. Once again best of luck. And stay blessed
Peace
Aw thank you so much for the good wishes and tip <3
Most welcome dear 👍🏻
Love your all post <3 @things
Thank you dear!
Amazing, very good, good post.
Good luck @things
Thanks <3
Oce. you are is the best.
Good luck @things
You just reminded me of my exam days! This phase will pass before you even know it. Try your best and don't worry about what will happen. It'll go well. :)
I have to worry though about what will happen. This exam was kind of a very big deal, like I said my life is depending on it hahahahah. Exams suckkkkkkkkk.
I have seen this post a little too late. 😅
@sjennon mentioned to me to check out your account because our both accounts ended with things .
I hope your exam went through smoothly. I remembered my studying days. It's nerve wrecking but once it is all out, it is a great relief.
Over here I wish you all the best in your journey in your studies and your exam. I have a good friend in Germany and he always said that school and institutions in Germany requires the best of their students, so I know you will definitely pull through as your good friend @sjennon said you are a smart girl.
Best wishes from the Far East of the World, Malaysia
(where currently your friend is visiting)
Hey there, this is such a lovely reply. Thank you so much for such kind words. My exam went okay ad I cannot wait to leave all of this behind me.
I am sure it will be soon!