My story and my sister

teuku-saiful (38)in #story • 7 years ago (edited)

Hallo steemian friend wherever you are, on this occasion I will tell you about my sister, sister I want to share the story of my childhood is very trace in my opinion to this day. I am the brother of a brother with autism. At first we still aja ya yes I still do not fully understand what is autism and its impact on my sister. But gradually our relationship became unfriendly, I did not understand my sister's actions at all and moreover my parents' attention was very pouring out on my sister, things like this sparked an internal conflict between me and my sister. Ordinary is actually a quarrel between a brother and sister let alone a close age range like me and my sister, but what makes it different is how we fight. If my brother and I had a fight whose name was physically destroyed, we bit each other, beat, grabbed even I once broke the plate over my sister's head. After thinking back somehow we could have this extreme fight, for me this is because I did not try to understand my sister and I blammed my sister if I was blamed by my parents and I again did not like the attention of my fully devoted parents to my sister. And worse we lived like that for years until I left home when high school because I decided to go to boarding school. The fault of my parents did not explain well what is autism and how I should behave towards my brother at that time so I really was not happy with my sister. Even I bia said to be embarrassed to have such a sister. It culminated when one of my friends played home and when my younger brother brother went on a rampage, the result was that my friend was bitten by scratch by my sister. I was embarrassed at that time my friends no one dared to play my house ever since. I cried because my sister like that I was shunned by my friends. After that incident my relationship and my brother getting worse. But there was one incident that made me aware and tried to accept my sister's situation. At that time my brother and I stayed in the car together because my father was taking money at the atm, then I was finished by my father's advice at length because I am not serious with my studies, my values plunge freely with the beautiful at that time. At that time I was upset and angry myself and blame my sister because my sister autism I became the only pedestal of my parents, my parents really hope more to me to always be the best. I am annoyed and blame my sister trying my sister is not autism maybe I do not need to have any injuries etc. It turned out that the reaction made by my sister beyond my expectations, she cried. She she cried to hear my words that blame her for her autism. I was surprised, so my sister understood this. I think all this time he's a pure idiot who is spoiled and can not do anything, but it turns out he understands if I'm in trouble, in pain. He understands, only he can not properly expose his understanding. He realized he was different, but he also did not know what to do. Ah how I wish my sister could talk and explain what to do in order to understand it. Since then I realized my sister was also confused with herself, I should as sister do not hate her but loves and guides her well. Ah it turns out he's been understanding, I just do not know if he understands. How stupid I am. Since then I regret not treating my sister very well. The incident made me realize that different people attend not to be shunned and hurt, instead we owe them a debt because in their presence we can be grateful and learn many things about this life from them. And alhamdulillah my relationship with adiksaya very well even we have been able to understand each other well.