Let's get real- this is my dream....

I am asking for collective help from all you steemers... I use to have a keyboard and made music instrumental like sounded like this:
https://www.youtube.com/playlist?list=PLUSRfoOcUe4bLy_2Owup_yg6-7qnb7Liu

I need $1,000 for a keyboard, I would like to get a set of singing bowls for $500 to implement and a theremini .... and make some beautiful instrumentals for worship meditation and relaxation ( I do sing too). I also want to get some gifts for my family with upcoming birthdays
In case you don't know what a singing bowl is-

Here's the lets get real part-- can I get some upvotes to help me out? we are looking at $1,800 for the music equipment, and then the gifts a few hundred or so.
I want to share all my music freely....
So thought I would just ask if I could get some help at least for just this :)