Letter from best friend

Sometimes something happens to me which even I don't understand. Everytime I console myself by thinking time will heal everything and most of the time it does. Though I might be emotional but I never show it and I try to run my life like a chessboard. One wrong move can end everything but now I'm feeling like I have everything but I have no moves to give, all my surroundings are blocked. I'm not jealous which u call me but this time I'm feeling nothing but a zombie. I'm like a wall who can bear and take anything but things are going beyond my bearings I'm feeling unable to take anything anymore. Still I can take all but time is a big issue. U asked for a paragraph once which I'm giving in a form of summary. Don't cut my marks please as I'm not that much bad student. Sorry for that