Real life confessions

This confession is in no way a mockery to my parents or the efforts they have put in raising me especially my education but shit happens right?

This confession is about my university life. For a long time the only thing i wanted was to make my parents feel proud of the woman i will become but that's all gone now. To my parents they still can experience that but deep down to me it will never be as legit as i would have wanted it to be.

I joined college a pure person, didn't know anything apart from books. Everything from kissing, relationships, sex, drugs and money i learnt after joining college. it all began when i was given three super crazy roommates when i joined. Those three turned my world around. Everything they had was expensive, at first i thought they were from rich families but turns out they weren't. They transformed me to a naughty girl in a flash and soon i was in their bandwagon. The first thing they introduced me to was weed. I grew up being taught the harmful effects of weed n i hated it with all my heart until those three showed up. weed makes one become open to new ideas, i did everything they did I got into my first relationship with a fellow freshman. Had sex for the first time with him, from there i became a sexual beast. right now, i have slept with over seventy different men n over twenty girls one of the girls a .... . They introduced me to being bisexual. On second year we rented a room 3km from campus. we did everything in that room, sometimes smoking and drinking then have an orgy(four of us). sleeping with lecturers to pass the exam is a norm to me. my GPA is among the highest in class, i will graduate with a first class honors come next year. We have been sleeping with older richer men including top politicians for money. After school i will start my own fashion boutique because i have the capital to start(this men got cash). there was a time we became actual whores, in the streets but it lasted for two months, it's too much work. since this is an anonymous platform, i would also like to add that i've had two abortions in a period of two years,am not proud of that or myself.

It pains me when i think about my family back at home who see me as a role model to my siblings and the girls in our community n are glad am going to finally make it in life of which i know i've used the wrong road. If i could have a do-over, i wouldn't follow the path am in now. If parents only knew what most of their children turn out to be in campus. Anyway that's my confession.
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