Way of an artist challenge day #8
The challenge of “The Way of an artist “ is when you wake up in the morning, writing 3 pages in a notebook or around 400 words on your phone .
Write everything that comes out. It can be anything, it does not have to make sense, just what’s coming out, it's a good way to clear your thoughts, practice writing, look into the inside and develop as an artist
Let’s create waves of sounds , let’s create stairway from waves of sounds , so I can climb up all the way to music heaven . Let my soul bath in those notes .
All my life I was a candle for the lord of music, when ever it wanted I was burning it fire .
When I was a kid I used to build huge stages from LEGO .
I took care of every little detail, the singers , the musicians , the equipment. I organized it all very neatly, and used to play hours ,imagining a huge festival happening and the crowd is going crazy .
I’m a candle for the lord of music , since and early age I had the passion for it , I could see a song on a MTV , and know right away if it’s going to be a hit song , I could tell what song it is from the first note .
Always wanted to sing tho I never could , omg I never could sing even one note in tune , even tho that’s all I really wanted .
my music teacher at 5th grade tested our rhythm abilities, and I sucked badly ... HE told me I shouldn’t wast my time in music or something mean like that , tho I used to really like him and I remember getting hurt from that , and thinking “oh yea I will show you , I’ll be the biggest musician the work ever seen ( that didn’t happen yet ;) )
Ever since I could write I wrote lyrics , tho I was so bad at writing, I couldn’t spell right or have correct grammar, but I did it anyways .
I didn’t listen in school , I wrote notebooks full of songs .
Later I started to rap and became pretty good at it , tho I felt like this is not what I should do and used to be ashamed of me rapping , I wanted to sing , but all I could is to rap ....
I used to make really hot beats on the computer , friends used to come to my home and I would creat love music for them ,people loved that .
I always feared fallowing my dream all the way , because I was never good enough, never wanted to learn , just wanted to let it out , to express my self with no tolls or abilities, never let anyone teach me guitar , I learned by my self , but it took me years , what it takes people months .
I so wanted to sing , I decided to go to a vocal teacher , and I did , I went there like once a week for a year and used to practice regularly, got better so slowly it was hard , I gave it up .
One time a I was playing and singing on the beach , and I met this guy who is very involved in organizing jam sessions, and we become close friends , and he would throw me on stages , and I was like a shy girl , it took me a while to open up .
I still got a lot to learn but it’s getting better , maybe I won’t be the biggest musician on the world , but I didn’t give up my dreams yet to play music all my life for I am a candle for the lord of sound
Thank you
I added a cover I did for the Beatles