The way of an artist challenge day#13

The challenge of “The Way of an artist “ is when you wake up in the morning, write 3 pages in a notebook or around 400 words on your phone ,computer or just write what ever you can but aim as high as you can , and do it daily.

Write everything that comes out. It can be anything, it does not have to make sense, just what’s coming out, it's a good way to clear your thoughts, practice writing, look into the inside and develop as an artist.

It’s like a white paper at the beginning of the day, but at the end it’s seem as if you went totally out of the lines ... I like the mess I guess I like the trouble, I like the edge and the uncertainty of my future .
White clear page is about to get tons of crazy shit going on today , first I’ll draw clouds , huge clouds of smoke that will not let you see the road .
I’m just being funny , trying to cope with my losses , today could be different , and that today will come when ever I’ll put the bs down and start doing what’s right for me .
What is it ? You should already know what’s good for yourself.
We all so know what’s stoping us , we know what to do , we feel good when we doing it right and feel like shit when we don’t , so why don’t we do it ?
It’s a process, takes time to start that car , the car that will take you to high places , it take time to start, it’s an old car , you must give all your effort to drive it .
Some people want fast hot car , but that car will only take you to the liquor store , and to get trashed in some shady party .
If you want to become your dream , you know it’s everyday work , and giving up is not an option .
But omg I hate restrictions, can’t deal with the lack of freedom, but I can’t live with my mess anymore , I get older , and I want to have something in my hands , so even tho I fail everyday , I wake up every morning, and I try again , Because I love me and I want me to have the best that I can, i will do it , I know , time to start ? It will be now , and this writing challenge is really helping me , soon I’ll start posting my back on track daily movement videos , had some problems with my pc , so it’s in the shop now , once it’s fix I’ll upload some movement videos.

Thanks to all