MY SPECIAL ONE.

The wind whispers her name.
The cold carries her feel.
The mountains pronounce her shape.
And my coffee reminds me of her color.
The flash of my camera reminds me of her eyes.
And the smile of that toothless 1year old reminds me of the joy she brings.

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I feel in chains but I despise freedom.
Am a man of means but I choose to be at your mercy
Am a nerd but I'll get in a fight for you.

I close my eyes to get you off my mind for a second
But with you, my heart has absconded.

I found beauty beyond words.
I find my feelings evading expression.
I choose imperfection over the seeming ly perfect.
And am happy to go to war instead if settling for calm
I chose reality over dreams and fantasies.
I chose you over all others.

13 Is My special number.
It's the beginning of the day end.
A number that shows growth from this point till forever.
A journey going around ring.
A paradox of paradise.
Only one can decipher.
Grace has birthed this and grace will name me favoured of the Lord in the sight of His masterpiece

If what I feel is crazy, then I don't want to be sane.
If what I feel means am blind, then I don't want to see.
If what consumes me is fake, then I kick against reality.
If am in a sleep, please don't wake me up.

But if what I feel is true, I count myself the luckiest nerdy dude alive. Years long gone, the present, and years to come.