Tuesday is another day!

Last night went a lot better than Sunday night. I don't feel rested from the micro coma i went into but I did not have any crippling nightmares or pain to note. I got my resupply of Kratom last night and tried out the new one from my trusted farmer. He is an amazing guy and only sends me his best stock. The 2 strains I tried last night were a Super Green and a Red Maengda. Normally I don't distinguish too much between color strains (I realize each color has a higher alkaloid count than the others) but this time I was shocked with the relief I obtained from the different names. Now I cannot advocate the usage, mention how to take, talk about the "health benefits" of this botanical since I do offer the specimens as a retail product http://iwilljustdiy.com/?product=red-maengda but I will mention that my experience has been a positive one.

Regardless of your stance on this botanical, I am happy to have finally received a night with undisturbed sleep and even though I don't feel rested, I know I will after a gigantic pot of coffee :-D.

I have to say, after writing this down a few days in a row, I am coming to find that it is getting slightly (still difficult) easier to get over my episodes of depression or anxiety attacks with everything going on. The water heater that was replaced 2 days ago is amazing and provides much better quality and pressure than the previous one. They had to come back out and repair their connection job because they forgot to reconnect my stove... but I was able to smile and be polite because I knew it was an accident and the oversight was due to the house being upgraded by an amateur (prior owner) who did some safe, yet interesting upgrades. They were working on the line free of charge until 9pm last night to try to reconnect my stove and I am more than appreciative of them for that. It was an inconvenience to not be able to cook anything for a few days, but we had hot water and it was being fixed.

As you see in the first paragraph, I had found the motivation to start working on my websites a little more last night. http://iwilljustdiy.com is my site for all my DIY tutorials, projects and where I will have a line of herbs, botanicals and ecig juice for those DIY cigarette quitters (its a stretch, bite me) But I also will have recipes, woodworking projects, carpentry projects and just a whole blog of things that I or my friends have done in the spirit of not paying someone to do it for them. I am a true believer that we need to start being more self sufficient and stop letting governments dictate how we do things. Live and let live, mind your own business and don't infringe other's rights to do the same. My other site, the nerd store, has been up and running and I need to get more aesthetics and appeal to my nerd audience a little more with all the cool stuff I found, used, or wish I had. https://hisandhergeek.com is just a store with everything my wife and I find neat. That is my other side project I am trying to feel better in my normal life to work on.

Well thanks for those who read my posts. This is for my own mental health, but I appreciate readers and comments as I mend my mind.