Now I'm Home

Now I'm home
Hopefully acceptable I want to prove the meaning of repentance
Like my dreams I'll build the brightness I spend the rest of my life for good.
But it turns out what I received
Spit swearing
In the darkness of this eye
My torch was burning
Whatever is in front of me I want to knock it off
How I'm hurt.
My struggle is in vain
Is someone like me
Must be isolated forever.