My mother is my shoulder

When I cry in front of my mother I know I will cry more if I saw her but soon I will be fine when she will say everything will going to be okay and hug me and kiss me at that time I will forget all my worries love you mom 😍💖. I just missed my mother so much especially when i'm in pain, I really want her hug and touch. But my mother is too far from me so all I can do is cry.