RE: Don’t Stop Believin’ – Luke 18:1
I can't imagine what you and your family has been going through and no one knows why you are going through it but Yah. After reading what you wrote I was reminded of...
Daniel 3:16-18 "Shadrach, Meshach, and Abed-Nego answered and said to the king, “O Nebuchadnezzar, we have no need to answer you in this matter. 17 If that is the case, our God whom we serve is able to deliver us from the burning fiery furnace, and He will deliver us from your hand, O king. 18 But if not, let it be known to you, O king, that we do not serve your gods, nor will we worship the gold image which you have set up.”
They knew what the right thing was to do, was to worship and honor God. If they were destroyed then so be it they were not going to dishonor Him. Not sure that really helps you but stay faithful even when at times you want to walk away from Him. He has his reasons...hopefully you will get the answers you seek.
Shalom!