Answers hidden in the heart

 Constantly mapping these traps
Traps that are filled with dreams
These hands have long lost
The strength they once held
The warmth they once had
Now i'm just trying to tell myself
You're seeing things
You've got a bright futureBlinded by all my "wishes"
And not seeing eye to eye
With my reality i'm viewing
This trap that i created myself
Flows like a opened water gate
An apparation that's answered
Now that it's shown
It's not as beautiful as i thought
Who knew what answered my calls
Would be something so fucking deadlyWeave your sorrow
With all your might
Your incandescent life
Shines with purgatory as its last destination
Consumed
You see yourself in new ways
You don't understand
But you don't need to
You tell me to wait
But the more i wait
The more mistakes i makePetrichor weaved in sorrow
Reaped of it's smell
Sweet scent with an intoxicating stimulation
Lifes seduction is the beauty
All that you create
Is eventually teared apart
By your own hands
The foundations you lay
You set a blaze
The love you find
Is eventually destroyed by outside handsBlood sweat and tears
Head hung in all your fears
Straight out of the blood rain
Place your hand to your heart
Grab your pen
Write to the beat
Be guided by the foundation in your chest
Don't lay blaze to what
Was created by the heart
Only your heart knows the pain in the writing
Your eyes feast on the creation
Your hand places your pen
Back into its world
It's done the job given
It gave birth to all your emotions
It came from the heart
Now you can sleepWalking in the world of your dreams
You try to find
What you've been longing for
Guidance
Passion
Relief
Love
Pain
Despair
Seduction
Life
Death
All connect
What's not shown on the surface
Is in your heart