Teardrops of a Human

Hello all. I was inspired by teardrops of at Sir @surpassinggoogle, so I would like to share my story.

How i overcome my struggle on Racism? It wasn't easy, It was tough as hell.

I live in a country where believe it or not, Racism exist, sadly, but yes. It's painful, It leaves a scar to your personality. there are times when you get angry of unfair treatment but can't do anything and say nothing. yes, that's how it is to them. It hurts when they based according to the color of your passport, the color of your skin and where you came from. It was awful feeling, honestly. It tarnished my being for many years, trying to question myself and trying to please people (Employers). the confidence in me was so low, and it's falling to depression.

I have prayed earnestly to god about my work. to do what i needed to do and to be where i needed to be. I was so unhappy and depressed, everyday of my work life, my employer scolds me, for anything or for no reasons, and if i try to answers, the more she will scold me. My heart was so numb those times, I can't forget it but i already forgave her.

I needed to make sure, My family was stable before i leave my employer. because I just can't go. Unfinished contract will get you ban and sent you to Philippines, plus she was holding my passport which is i know prohibited. It's their common practice.

It reached the time, my sister was finally graduate, got a job. I was slowly getting relief day by day. my obligations was lighter. I'll just have to finished my work contract and leave.

The time came, a week before my work expiration date, I said to her that i wanted to leave and look for another job, I admitted to her, I wasn't happy anymore, that I couldn't do my job properly if i am unhappy. She got angry again as i expected.

but the force on me was strong, Something inner in me was telling. 'You have to speak for yourself, because no one will speak for you '. I have prayed again with all my decisions. I began to feel free. I began to be confident. the bullying feelings stop inside me. I have come to realize, you can't please people, that they will always say something, no matter what.

After years of that scars, it was healed by the lord and by the time. though they were harsh in treating people, I still want to say thanks to them and happy wherever they are. because for them, I have confidence now to stand what is my right, to overcome and improve my self. Ok, Thanks to them, because i was able to help and improve the living of my family, i was able to experience a bit of their luxury

And now with complete confidence, I can stand up, smile and do work with all kinds of races, where ever they came from. My teardrops became a victory of success, greatest lessons in life and importance to one's self.

Teardrops has taught me an incredible perseverance, an utmost patience and love of life.

These teardrops now that falling from my heart, is about love to family, to humanity and to one's self.

Today, all i know, teardrops is a way of love of god toward his children. Teardrops that will adore by god.

'Let you teardrops flow, like a love in the ocean, a happiness in one's heart and a comfort to your peace'

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Thank you Sir @surpassingoogle, for listening to our hearts and understanding our heartaches. these teardrops means a lot to me, now the ghost inside me was free. and i can tell that i have got no more fear from my past. I can express now my hearts and my soul through your unspeakable teardrops. It was a profound joy that i found your teardrops, it sets my sensitive hearts free.

Thank you very much Sir @surpassinggoogle. more power to you

Take care

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