RE: Zombie Adventure - Game 40 - Day 15 (Aug. 22, 2019)
1st - A proposed ending
It's been several years since that fateful night and I've been in foster care the entire time. I miss my family and my middle finger... believe me, I've wanted to give 'the finger' to people a few times! I don't crave blood or killing any more; that subsided quite a lot after my first sleep and disappeared completely after a few more sleeps. I still don't know what happened to me and what made me change to the monster I became and I can't talk to anyone about it or they will know it was me that killed all those people. I have no idea what happened to the ninja-lady or her babies. They don't tell me anything; I'm just another orphaned child in their system. I hope she and the babies are OK now.
One day, when I'm dead and someone reads my diary, they will know the truth. In the meantime I need to keep living with this terrible secret. Who knows, perhaps it will drive me insane before I die?
If there is anything to be learned from this story, it's to read the label on bottles before taking medication and know exactly what it's for and it's possible side effects. Of course, no one could predict if the spider venom had anything to do with it. I keep thinking it must have, but I'll never know for sure. Too many thoughts keep playing out in my head and I don't spend much time with society because of it. Nobody can possibly understand me and I'm a social outcast. Sometimes I wonder if it's even worth continuing to live.
Too many thoughts... too many thoughts...