Is it better to let go ?

Every individual has a life story, while some are no less than a fairy tale, some are relateable struggle stories. Mine was not a fairy tale one. I had to said my boat through tough times and there were instances where I had given up on life. However, I had made it to better times now, but I hold strong grudges for people who made my life pathetic. Unfortunately I am forced to see my enemies daily and control my anger.

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Whenever I see their faces, I always think of giving it back. I want them to suffer as I did, but my parents warn me against troubling them. My parents tell me things like ' don't do what they did to you, be different'. I understand what they say. My heart wants me to take their words, but my mind doesn't agree. I guess, my patience has been drained out a d there is little hope that my mind would be able to control my heart.

I wish they get to feel the same as I felt. I strongly believe that this is the age when you have to experience what you did to others in the same life. One should go to their after life clean. Even if I hold my patience for some more years, I cannot promise that I would ever be able to forgive them with what they did to me.