Self eSteem

I'm feeling kinda down today. Yesterday I received 3 phone calls, and 1 today, 5 provinces away, from the place that I normally call home, for 4 different job opportunities...

I joined Steemit with the hopes of allocating myself liberty to spend time with my family, more importantly, with my rapidly aging grandmother, who turns 90 at the end of this month.

For me, nothing compares to the feeling of coming home and being surrounded by the people who were a part of my formative years, even though they contributed to shaping my codependency. I am grateful to be this exuberant and impulsive being that I have become today, yet I wish to be able to revel in the confidence that is available to me, even though it feels out of my reach in this very moment.

I live by a rule that treasures transparency, no censorship and to always speak honestly, at all costs.

I also really love helping people, so to miss the chance to do so really bums me out. I had asked someone to replace me while I was gone, but unfortunately, that person is not reliable and I do not wish to jeopardize the relationships I've worked hard to develop with my clients.

I really appreciate this platform to share my thoughts and feelings.

What helps you raise your self esteem?

What do you tell yourself when you're feeling blue?

Here's to not second guessing choices made out of love...