Fall Apart!

People expect me to be strong no matter what happens or what goes wrong every single time I am the one to hold on to keep my emotions locked inside and to keep going on while they get to fall apart expecting me to pick them up from the floor.

Far once I want to be the weaker one the one that can let go of it all let my tears fall down onto the floor and expect someone else to pick me up. For them to be the one to hold on the one to comfort me not being the one that has to stay strong but the one that gets to fall apart being the one that gets held for once.

Still they expect me to hold on to pick them up when they can't take anymore whenever something bad happens I am the one the need to stay strong I am the one giving the hug to keep my emotions my own with only the silence of all the night to let my tears fall down onto the floor.

The loneliest moment in I think everyone's life is when they are watching their whole world fall apart, and they can do is stare blankly. I love sleep nowadays because my life has the tendency to fall apart when I'm awake, you know?