I miss you

Watching the sky reminds me only of you, I do not know what is happening to me, I can not stop looking up and down.
I wonder in the library, what did you observe? Or maybe you watched me;
If you get to ask who was watching? I would answer you, that I only watched you, every detail that makes me special for me. We had reached that point where words only wear breath; where a couple of gestures was enough and left over.

I have begun to notice that my soul hurts when I think of you, but I can not control this head that turns and turns of thoughts and past and future, that does not like the present, that always dreams of what was and could.

Now I give you an example; He is remembering your smile.
Now our first times, example; the first time when we talk, we discuss, we smile, we look at each other, we tell each other a secret, our first I love you ..
Now, I've only been remembering that my hand next to yours can not be.
Now, I remember your voice
Now, I remember your face
Now, I remember you every time I could hear your heart beating
Now, I remember your emerald green eyes
Now, I remember you ... No, no, please no more memories here, my heart and soul no longer ask for more memory of him, his eyes were cloudy on that day when we said goodbye, believing that soon we would see each other. But we never returned.

I have finished hearing something break in me, but nobody has been able to repair it. I've been asking myself for hours and hours because of that, and nothing could be the same in me?

I'll tell you, my head does not stop missing you, my heart does not want more memories of you, and my soul is in pain for your memories without pain, I miss you for the only reason that everything we did we should do together. So this coward has only the middle way between not being together and accept it: miss you.

By; @rosynesn