Hey man, I remained to keep mute as if nothing happens.
I once told you that you caused all this, now that you've been pushed to the wall end, you tend to turn miscreant.
I said it, that there should be a benchmark for everyone, they would have tend to work with so much effort to reach the certain amount for them, anyway you are the owner of your money. You don't owe anyone anything, you can choose to do anything you want with your fund, it's cool.