A PAGE A DAY/ cada día una página de mi libreta.(ENG/ESP) #66

(ENG)
Dear Steemians!
Here is day 66 of publishing a page of my diaries. This one is from 2003.
This time it´s a page of some colour drawing that on top of that I must have written on a different day. I´m trying to work out why I wrote this but I don´t remember the ciscunstances.
" Suffering is necessary to awaken the spark. Suffering wouldn´t be necessary in the body if the sprit was awake enough. The inner suffering is a good creative material, one can dig deep into this.
Once one has the voluntary compromise with ones self to expose the truth of ones feelings, there is no going back, it takes a life on of its own.
Tho one who has never even thought about it or has no awareness has no failing. That one is just true to itself and has no lie. Be careful what you long for because that is what you will get. " This is what this text says in spanish. I have trouble to empathise or feel this text now. I have no idea what I was thinking at that time. I guess I was just dealing with my own little suffering as an artist, I don´t this applies to capital letter suffering. Funny how texts can take on a who different meaning after twenty years!
(ESP)
Buenos Días Steemians!
Aquí está la publicación número 66 y corresponde al año 2003. Esta vez es un texto sobre una base pintada. He leído y releído lo que escribí y no encuentro el contexto en el que lo debí escribir. Me siento muy ajena a estas palabras. Siento que debí estar hablando de mi pequeño sufrimiento existencial, nada que ver con el sufrimiento en mayúsculas.

Mi reto será compartir una página diaria.
No van en orden cronológico, van siendo publicados según los encuentro y me apetece compartir.
Saludos a todos

Best Wishes !

Romanie

www.romanie.net
http://sunlightart.blogspot

Might I add... this is content that has never been shared digitally ever before. I´m happy to have it in the blockchain.

Y me permito añadir un detalle, este contenido es la primera vez que se digitaliza y comparte. Quedo satisfecha de meterlo en el Blockchain.

And, to understand why I publish these pages you can read the introduction to this challenge I gave myself:
Y para comprender acerca de este reto que me he propuesto de compartir una página diaria podéis ir al primer post de esta seria:
https://steemit.com/hive-185836/@romanie/a-page-a-day-cada-dia-una-pagina-de-mi-libreta-eng-esp-1