Easier, Messier

Do you know how many times I have been stuck in this hole, I feel like staying put that feels easier.

Surrounded by the secrets, what have I done becoming too plenty. This feels easier?

What a feel, being satisfied but chocked up, what a high! I quit but I'm back, ain't that messier?

I don't want these shackles no more, I'd be free but I am back with the chains, easier and messier.

If the times could be changed, I'd stick to the narrow, yeah no stress, easier, at all not messier.