Tears in a defeated body

Tears in a defeated body
to ignore that which hurts me,
things of the world that make me weak
make me sigh and often cry.
It's torture for me to see you cry,
with your hands holding your head,
you think we're already evicted,
I can't forget that soaked face.
Sometimes I would like to hold on to my tiredness,
an excuse to step back,
I'd like to forget that I have to move on,
just immerse myself in solitude.
I could admit how difficult it has been,
my back can be confirmed for my silence,
it burns like flames of pain,
but he knows it's necessary to survive.
I wish I could have chosen my life,
from the first time I knew what it was like to live,
my mind sometimes plays on regrets of the past,
My body is tired and a bit exhausted.
I don't have time for you or me,
I've forgotten what it's like to feel and perceive,
passion is being consumed,
is to survive or just die.
I feel my world fall more and more every day,
I don't usually imagine or dream anymore,
life doesn't allow me to move forward,
or I'll be the one who finally gave up.
I wish I could cry and feel relief,
in the arms of my adorable mother,
but even that life has taken from me,
the hope of being able to love you again.
I can no longer feel your caresses,
I can't smell your familiar scent,
to see your eyes that give me strength,
nor hear a word of hope from your heartbeat.
@tipu curate
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