Poetry #29 - I'm Afraid to Fall in Love Again
Some people are traumatized in love. Maybe because they have been hurt by someone they love so much.
Not forever the person we love that can love us as we love him and sometimes even hurt us even though we love him very much. Ironic is not it?
Usually people who are hurt by their loved ones will experience trauma both heavily and lightly. Including one is the fear of falling in love.
I know what it's like
When you fly with a virtual wing
Dropping where you are
Fly with thousands of smiles in your heart
I know it
The happiness you feel in love
Also know the pain of falling in love
All about my love is full
I'm tired of love and all its commitments
All I know is that nesting in love is fake
The only real thing you can see is pain
The pain that bore the jungle of the heart
Thousands of times have you betrayed
Thousands of times have you been deceived
Thousands of times have you destroyed
What is it called love?
Does love have to mean I have to let my heart be hurt?
I'm already fed up
Tired feeling like this heart struggled
Because ultimately only the pain is left behind
I do not want to fall in love again
Because it means I will fall again to the grave of sorrow
I do not want to cry in the corner again
I do not want to lament a sad story
Why love so tortured me?
Playing me like a walled beast
Bring to the sky high then fall to the bottom of the cliff
I do not need love
For what in love if in the end I will be cheated
For what in the fight if in the end I will be thrown away
Better be alone
I want to be like the sun
Although itself but still can shine
Although own but still can make people happy around
Strong tough even with no support
In my love story
Ninety-nine percent is a ballad story
The stupid love and the stupid feeling
I'm just a doll of love
From now on I do not want to fall in love anymore
Here I am much happier
My eyes can dry from tears
My heart can be more calm
Original by @riandi
09/23/17
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