Dear God...

For sure I will be met with severe backlash within my community, within my circle of friends and within my own flesh and blood. But I believe that this is not just a coincidence.. with me thinking about it for the second time, the first being in the year of 2012. Now it is 2018, God. There is a strong sense of urgency for me to seek it. I hope you can keep me on a lookout, God.

In the name of Jesus Christ.
Amen.