Real Alien or Mk Ultra false memories

I took the video you see of the Alien footage, This was video taped using a newer video camera, the reason you hear the sound of a projector is because we could not take the original film with us and played it onto a projector screen. if you look you will see one side of the screen has a fuzzy line and the left side is a crisp line, this is because the left side in where my camera screen cuts off and the right side is the film edge seen on the projector screen and appears fuzzy or blurred. I was used as a CIA Mk Ultra Operative from 1981 to 2011. I had to sneak these videos out with some help. I also think it is possible the video was a very well made forgery used by the CIA to get their Mk Ultra victims to start claiming they saw Aliens but if that is the case they went to a lot of trouble and spent a lot of money, I have not been able to locate a special effects company willing to quote a price to duplicate what is seen on in the video which means this could be authentic and from my memories they sure seemed real. The last portion I filmed using a hidden camera from my pocket which I was not supposed to do. Judge for yourself and please comment if you believe my memories are real or Mk Ultra programming and well done alien special effects?