Love at 1st site

The age old question, can you fall deeply in love when you see someone at 1st sight? Will that love last? Nothing is ever certain but I say yes you can. Never limit yourself with unbelief. Today's dating market is mostly online. How do you know if you're meeting the person that is portrayed online to you? You don't. Follow your heart, let your spirit guide you. In everything in this Earth there's a risk. But who wants to risk thinking you've found love but end up in pain? No one. I've tried a few dating sites and so have my friends. I attracted guys far away while they sought after guys closer to home. They made comments why do you keep talking to guys so far away? I wasn't sure if I was really ready to put my heart out there. So if it didn't go well, I could easily convince my heart not to continue in hurt by believing it was just a fairytale. Plus, I wasn't comfortable in myself from becoming 1 of the living while injured (disabled). There are lots of amazing people out there looking for someone compatible. When I dated a local guy from a dating site and was falling for him. He gave the old cliché, I am in a relationship & don't want to hurt you (as if that didn't hurt). I'm a Pisces and we are known to easily fall in love. But I didn't let that stop me from being adventurous. I met many men and surprisingly men who were single and raising their children without any assistance from the biological mother, here in America. I had never seen that before. I admired the fact that they didn't put any relationship before their child/children. Not even work. They found away to get help with child care while they work. I saw that as a great strength and much different from my neighborhood. 1 guy happened to catch my heart. I wasn't serious about getting into a relationship til I met him. We talked hours and days. While he was at work, on his lunch break, in his way home, while his at home...and so on. I'm on medical right now so we talked while I went to my doctors appointments. Before I started to feel attraction for this amazing man, I did what I always do share information, teach, listen/be an ear for venting (we all need someone to listen while we vent to not build up so much negative inner energy), briefly talk about me. Exchanged pictures. But in the back of my mind I had no intention on being in a relationship (I was still dealing with my inner demons, lack of self esteem since a failed marriage, & a life draining church). I insisted on just being friends, as usual. He let me know up front, he's interested in me and he's going to wait til I see it. His gentle calm yet direct and assertiveness kept my interest. He showed me many pictures of him. But 1 day he showed me picture after a shower of his upper torso. I was impressed and slowly letting my guards down. He told me he's marrying me because he have never found anyone like me and I keep his interest (probably because we talked about everything all the time). Slowly I lost interest in the other guys I was talking too & left them alone. I have a personality that draws people to love me, even when I say little. We planned to meet up 3 times but we kept getting unplanned incidents. So we decided to just meet up in September 2017(advanced plane tickets are cheaper). We let our children meet via video chat. We have such a wonderful relationship that we already feel close and communicate without words with just eye jesters. It's a very strong bond. I feel so drawn to him and believe he's drawn to me. Our children speak to each about how we've got each other captivated. I'm a realist, so no matter how much I'm interested, I still need some kind of proof. I'm not quick to dismiss the love nor reject the passion. I'll post pictures of our meet up & plane ride after we finally me up. So don't go away. I have more to share. Hugs & kisses.