My very strained and awkward intro -

Well, I honestly don't know where to start. Hell, I don't even really know how to introduce myself - which points to mention, which qualities to advertise.. I don't know if I am abnormal in feeling that I am so multi-faceted that a mere introduction is impossible to convey who I actually am. I'm sure I'm not alone though!

Sorry, there's something about me that is good to know - I ramble way too much!
I am a die-hard activist, liberal, anarchist, anti-government, conservative republican, philanthropist, hippy, truth-seeker, peacemaker, product of the system - a multitude of social constructs all combined to 'define' me.
Aside from all of these labels, I am a kind, generous, humbled gal with an intense sense of sarcasm that is translated by most as just being a huge bitch. Maybe I am kind of a bitch, but when life gets you down - who isn't?
I am an observer and I think that coupled with my resting bitch face may be the reason people aren't as open to me? Maybe it's because I am extremely socially awkward? I have no clue, all I know is that I have love and compassion for each and every single being in the fucking universe but people either assume I'm a cunt or that I'm just wayy to intense and bleeding-hearty for their tastes.

Anywho, yeah see that got kind of weird, lol. I am so excited to be joining the steemit community! My mind has been in such a whirlwind these past few months - a lot of big life changes - and I've learned about many new opportunities; however, steemit is the first I've been so impressed by that I joined almost immediately upon discovery! I'm a really technical, non-creative person but somehow or another I ended up being a pretty good writer and hope to share some of my essays and such here with ya'll. :D

Oh and P.S. Despite this post sounding a bit cliche, I can assure you that I am so far from the average or traditional person complaining about non-conformity to the point of it not even being humorous in the slightest degree ... well actually the irony of it all is pretty fucking hilarious, but you know...