Smoky Morning...

Hello everyone, Happy Sunday ...

Smoky eyes
Wispy flakes beneath your tongue
'Come taste' you breathe
My ear tickles at the
smoky eyes
Smoky eyes
They tingle and they shout
Unfurl your smoke
I'll drown in the clouds...

You must be thinking I am going to write about my morning, weather or maybe something philosophical. If you are thinking that, you are absolutely wrong because of my title and pictures of my posts are never related to each other as I believe in asymmetrical rhythms. I am going to write a story, a dark story and a restricted, especially girls always afraid to share.

Smoking causes Cancer...

First, I am mentioning here clear, this post is a real-life story, I am not going to encourage or motivate anyone, I think it's a personal choice. So, kindly Don't related or follow anything from this post.

I am a chain smoker and I know this is one of my bad habits but it's my choice knowing side effects and how smoke can destroy health and body but as I have said my choice and I am not ashamed of it anymore. Many architects do smoking including girls due to stress and the same thing happened with me. The story begins in 2015, first I tasted cigarettes with my friends for fun, then when I was devoted to professional life I became chain smoker due to work pressure and stress. Architects are crazy and normal general people can't understand their world, trust me. We, architects, have to go through so much and we take many things due to reducing stress and work pressure plus as we don't sleep so you know...

I am not saying that all architect girls do this, the ratio is 50-50. Well, but the main reason for writing this post is fear, hide and seek. Girls do smoking carefully, the reason is our society doesn't take it normally in fact when people hear about a girl smoker, they assume that the girl is desperate and arrogant. On the other hand, she is a bad girl...

Somehow our society is not ready to accept that a girl can do smoking. Well, again I am saying I know the causes and effects of smoking, I am not a child but yes I don't care. Because people don't wanna see frustrated, stressed girl, a girl who is burning inside for several reasons. All we want to see a happy face, that's why we pretend to be happy every single day.

I can't pretend, I feel like because of some norms and conditions, restrictions I am betraying with myself, this is not me. And one thing wanna mention, my dad knows about this habit, he told me to stop but...

My answer was I will try...

I am not breaking any society rules, I am following my own way and that is me. Because I know when I will die, my society will cry for a few days, will spread condolences and me...under the ground, lying with closed eyes. I know my reality, my dark sides, my bad habits but it's me... Whether anyone accepts or not their matter, none of my business. If my attitude indicates that I am a spoil desperate child then I am...

and I don't regret being who I am...

Love

Priyan...

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