Obstacles are on my way but I am unbreakable...

I am a little bit slow nowadays, in fact, I am silent, I am not interacting or engaging with people much, just doing my own thing. In fact, my other social media text messages I mean Instagram, messenger, or WhatsApp filled with text messages but I haven't opened them from the past 1 week. I will answer them but not now. Actually I am not in the mood to talk or interact with people.

This type of feeling is not new, it happened before. I am also a little bit sick, my old shoulder injury is causing pain again, in fact, I am suffering a lot but that doesn't mean I will stop doing my own thing and just lying on the bed all the time. It doesn't make sense for me now. I have wasted so many times before, not anymore.

I was looking at my photo gallery and was trying to find some pictures for the post but unfortunately didn't find any except this one. I captured this picture at the beginning of spring, lockdown time. Bees were buzzing around and flowers were blooming, sweet sunrays and mesmerizing cool breeze, hmm it's spring, beginning of the new form of nature.

One thing I learned from these bees, "They are unbreakable", no matter what happens, they never stop their work, they just do their own thing, they don't care what is happening around the world. They only care about collecting honey and want to survive.

I was going through some articles made by some good authors and I became confuse again. First and foremost I believe I have my own niche and I write those subjects which I am comfortable talking about. Many people don't like my topics and it's okay. I write such kind of articles which a school going children can read, that much easy, no hard English, easy to understand.

On the other hand, I tried to understand some articles, I gave my 10 minutes to understand the theme, what that writer is trying to express and I failed to understand that. First I thought my English skill is poor that's why I was unable to understand so I started translating the entire article for myself and again I do not understand what the writer is trying to express. My bad, I am too dumb actually to understand a writer's thought.

That's why I always say, Shakespeare is not for everyone, just like those contents are not for me, I can't be the audience or followers of that writer/author. A few days ago someone told me, he doesn't like my contents, he prefers constructive writing, I respect his opinion. I am not a constructive writer so I can understand he can't be my audience at all...

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It's hard to understand the character of a human and I am not the one who understand the people or judge people, I just observe people for a certain time, that's all because I feel it's too tough for me, just like some people will not understand a single line of my architectural drawing... LOLLL...

The reason for this analysis was to understand my identity, my feelings, and to understand the way I am walking on is right or wrong. I need time to figure that out, I think this is an obstacle on my way but I will recover. I am like those bees which never go backward, I born to move forward. Maybe the ratio of hope is less now, maybe the ratio of creativity is much less but that doesn't mean I am unable to increase my self-esteem, vitality, and reality. Maybe I am comparing myself too much with others.

I guess time will heal and I will shine again...

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