Let's talk about Trust and Trust issue

Happy Friday Friends...

Finally, my cute little labrador puppy dog successfully destroyed my cellphone cable and now she is playing with it and happy. First, I was a little bit angry but her eyes melted my anger and she has the power to reduce my anger. This entire situation made me curious, what's in her eyes? They are shiny black and full of questions, well she knew I am angry and she knew she has done something bad. But her eyes were saying, Mommy, I am sorry but please give me the cable, I won't bother you...Hmm, she has something which makes me weak and I become weak in front of her. Anyway, she trusts me now, she understands me and when I think about it, I feel emotional.

For a very long time, I was thinking to write about trust and trust issue, I have written about it before maybe but in another way. My way of seeing life and a few realizations forced me to write this post. My words are boring, nothing special in it but I feel there is something which can be a lesson for others, useful for others.

My trust broke several times, not just broke, completely destroyed. There was a certain period of my life where I completely lost trust in people including myself. Maybe you can guess how complicated and rustic my life was. My school friend cheated on me whom I trusted most when I was a kid. One thing I learned on my childhood, always speaks the truth but from life, I have realized it's more being diplomatic rather than being truthful. It really sucks when someone close broke your trust... But I recovered...

The worst part of my life is being in a relationship, well I don't talk about it because I really don't know what is relationship. Either I choose the wrong person for me or I am not made for relationships. The most common issue I have faced is trust and understanding. Both don't work for me at all, I guess both are related to each other... I accepted that relationship is not for me, because I never find a single person for me who exactly compatible with me. I should stop here, this is just a clue and I know this is personal...

On the other hand, I have got love and trust from those who were unexpected. I never thought I can be a trustworthy person, I mean that much...I questioned myself that am I that person who can keep the trust? I don't know but I guess I have achieved it...Unexpected...

I guess somehow my life is balanced, some broke my trust, some showed me their trust. Now, I don't trust people easily, I used to trust people easily but not anymore. I am more neutral nowadays and just go with the flow.

Gigi made me realized one thing, I achieved her trust and she trusts me...I guess some people don't deserve my trust or they just not made for me... It can be friendship or relationship...

Trust matters...

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Love

Priyan

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