I was told to walk in a northern direction...

I never saw norther lights but I want to see. Honestly speaking when I was a kid, I have seen many pictures of northern light, aurora in fact one of my favourite names is Aurora. But unfortunately, I never saw northern lights in person. I have heard that those moments are extraordinary, a moment to remember. But I just saw pictures, beautiful mixture of lights, blended colors but only in the digital world.

I love golden moments when the sun is about to say goodbye and when the sun is tired and go to rest. I know the facts, I know the truth but I love to imagine little things. Thinking about the sun is going to sleep doesn't cause any harm I guess, it's fantasy, fascination, and imaginary thoughts. When I first saw the fireflies, I was very curious. So many fireflies at night, they hold lights just like someone holding a small lantern. I never saw fireflies in city life, they don't exist in big cities. I think they know the city doesn't need them...

Today, strangely, my brain is not working properly, it is tired and doesn't want to think. It is demanding rest a little bit and I am also exhausted too. Today's weather is a nice, sweet sunny day, not warm at all. I think because of this weather, my body and brain both are feeling lazy, they are demanding a short break...

I have decided to edit some old captures, I think for editing I don't need to use my brain that much. But I am wrong, I also need my brain to concentrate. Anyway, a few days ago I took this picture. When I was taking this picture, one of the old ladies noticed that and asked me what I am doing. Of course in the Russian language and as usual, I couldn't answer her properly and used a translator. It doesn't mean I don't try to speak Russian but my pronunciation is so bad. Why do I think like that? when I first tried to pronounce a word in Russian, one person laugh at me loudly, I felt embarrassed and bad because he knew I was trying to speak Russian at least. After that incident, I always hesitate to speak Russian though I can speak, not fluently I can...

Our attitude sometimes hurts people but we never realize that. Despite encouraging that person we discourage that individual. Our intentions are not bad but you know incidents happen. Similar incidents happened to me several times, people bullied me, laughed at me, insulted me. What happened after that? I felt bad that's it... I remembered their words and never talked to them again. If I did, I was careful because I don't want to be bullied...

Trust me, I tried to forget in fact I forgot so many things but I remember a few things, I kept them inside me. Did I forgive them? Maybe I did but you know some words will be always with you. No matter what but they will be. There is nothing personal but perhaps some words are personal.

Anyway, I was told to walk in a northern direction today. What exactly I have seen, what exactly I felt. I was trying to find the northern lights, couldn't find it. Perhaps one day my luck will be with me and I will see the northern lights...

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